mental

I am sick- not the I have a small headcold-I-think-I- will- take- a- nap -in -the- middle- of -the day -sick. Oh no, that would be a small blessing. I am sick like walking down the stairs to get water fills me with dread and I almost collapse sick. Its a small miracle that I can make it to school with out fainting. I have my biggest set of classes tomorrow, chinese and the Art and Lit of War. We are discussing Catch22 in class. That is excatly what I want to do in my impaired mental state, talk about a book that doesn't make sense and repeats it self. I don't know maybe it will make more sense this time. So you are asking yourself a couple of things right now right? One is "how is she finding the strength to write this email?" Answer: I am waiting for hotmail to quit being slow so I can do some work. I've had about 3 cups of coffee with in the past hour trying to catch up to my homework. and the second question is "if your so sick, why don't you see a doctor?" Ahh see this is the sticky part. For those of you who don't know, the UK has nationalized health care, also called NHS. Its like everyone who is an UK citizen on medicade. Great for them bad for me. I have to go to a private doctor, which even though I have insurance, (which covers the visit) It does not cover Rxs. Unfortunely I had faith in my immune system and did not save enough money for this type of emerengency. I know what I have will eventually go away with enough orange juice(oh wait I am allegeric to citrus...) and water. I have a constant headache, a running nose, itchy eyes, and ear infection, and it feels like an elephant is sitting on my chest, I can't breathe, and when I blow my nose or cough there is blood everywhere, which isn't very often but its still majorly icky. I am signing off for now, please wish me good luck and better health!